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y do we love??

2006-11-29T05:05:00.000-08:00

y do we love ba??so we cud have somebody 2 tok to?sum1 hu can be der kung gus2 nten gumala? a person na pwedeng manlibre sten?taong magbibitbit ng gamit?alalay 4 short?eh pano kung hnd ka nia mahal?wud u stil continue 2 care 4 dat person? BAKIT NAMAN HINDI??u ddnt love dat person para magkaroon ng alalay., magkaroon ng instant meal dhillibre., taong ggwa ng assignments mo or projects or taong mahihila mo if u want to go out.. if datz wat u think about love?well, soree ang babaw mo!! loving a peron dsnt need to have a criteria na maganda or gwapo.. bakla man o tomboy.. dapat mabait or understanding kasi once you fall in love.. you take ol d risk of accepting dat person kahit maingay xa matulog., ung hilik ng hilik.. kahit matakawxa or sobrang fat na hnd na kau magkasya pag puno na ang jeep?kahit sobrang moody niya na pati barkada pnagseselosan.. badtrip db?and ung npakaarte OA kung baga.. oh kahit ano pang things dat wud turn u off.. hirap tlga magmahal! trying to be perfect kc gus2 mong magtagal.. pero hnd un ang sagot sa lahat! actually, ACCEPTING da real person fully kasi if you sed na mahal mo xa u dont need 2 find answers kung bakit mo xa love.. kasi lahat ng tao nagabbago.. but if you accept dat person .. magbago man n d middle of d realationship.. hindi ka masasaktan kc you know dat drting dn un.. tska tanggap moxa ng buo.. mahirap mman gwin pero masarap subukan dahil wla ng sasaya pa if u let 1 person feel na MAHAL na MAHAL mo xa without asking for any return.. den you can say na WOW!! un pala ang love.. :p

now and then..

2006-10-30T05:24:00.000-08:00

hmm.. grabe its been a long time since we've talked.. hmm..many ups and downs.. as usual i miss him.. again.. been thinkin about him since yesterday.. i feel sad na parang i'm invisible.. what d hell.. i shud move on?ryt?hahaha.. i have moved on.. i just miss him.. the way things are going before.. hmp..

sometimes we miss someonewe've LOST, or someone we haven't talked for a while but I MISS YOU.. coz whenever i look beside me..ready to laughand tell you about my day..i find myself sittin ALONE wishing you're beside me..

incomplete and found a bomb..

2006-10-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since my last update.. well nwei, today i just feel incomplete bcoz i just miss someone.. you know who that is.. well, there's no communication between us.. as in no at all, bhira nlng.. baka mnsan napilitan pa xa.. ewan ko.. feel ko inis parn xa sa nangyari.. uhhh.. wtf..

going on, there's some explosives are hidden.. good thing we discovered it.. hahahaha! and i thought he was good.. but no!! he was pretending i assume.. hahahaha! sasabog nlng ang bomba.. bubuluga sa inyong mga mata at maririnig ng inyong mga tenga.. KABOOM!! hahahah! shocking revelation sooper!! hahahaha!

In love, its good to listen to friends advices and judgement.. for they feel the blindness we refuse to see.. it's good to decide when all your ideas come in hand for it will lead us to right decisions.. but you knowwhat?its still best to listen, follow and decide with your own HEART and judgement.. KEEP THIS IN MIND: the love of two individuals can only be felt by the HEART that beats, not the eyes of others.. so when lovin' learn to listen but decide on your own.. After all, you know what can make you happy.. :P

hmm...am i happy??

2006-10-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

uhm, its bin a while since i updated my blog.. when i was soo deppressed and have been missing someone i love.. but i guess, "mahirap na ibalik ang dati" hahaha.. pero now, were happy.. ryt? :p hahaha! pero nagstruggle ung friendship nmen with some pathetic bitch.. hahaha... military secrecy please.. nagaaral ka pa nman.. hahaha.. naiinis lang ako sa ginawa mo.. soo wrong!! kung alam mo lang kung gaano nkaapekto samin un.. sana matauhan ka.. well,nweiz.. submission of projects is coming near.. nhhgard nko.. hahaha.. exams na, fair.. then sem break!! outing tyo guys!! hahaha.. gus2 ko promise!! hahaha.. aun.. i just joines the FRESHER's CUP TOURNAMENT of the CLARET DEBATE SOCIETY.. hahhaa.. proud?? hahaha.. thats about it.. well, i guess.. i have moved on.. but i worry about if you're going to be there when i need you..

missing someone..

2006-10-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

hmm.. this past few days was soo weird.. sobrang naiisip ko lang ang mga bagay we did before.. i was soo happy and contented na.. pero bat ganito ngaun? feeling ko im incomplete.. soo hard.. what d hell.. ayoko magdrama.. siguro its part of being in love.. may kilig at sad moments ryt?.. i just miss you soo much.. another thing, sana namn wag kang magbago.. kasi feeling ko u've changed in a way na.."parang hindi ikaw" gets.. i just felt it.. un.. i know what we had was extraordinary but nota fairytale after all..

I cried myself to sleep last night.
There were tearstains on my pillow.
It hurts so much to sacrifice what I gave up.
Without you in my life
I would always be lonely.
Losing the love from someone like you.

Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you.
The truth is that I miss you.
There are times when I go crazy
Every twilight of the night.
How I long to be
Your woman again
There’s a pain that I hold
That will not let me go.

I don’t want to make this too hard.
But I just want to be where you are,
In your life,
By your side forever.

fell to fast..

2006-09-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

hmm.. just been thinking about love this past few days.. there are ups and downs.. mostly im thinking negatively.. why people are so insensitive?? even if you know that you're hurting them you still dont stop.. gets? grrr... its just going to be a one way basis.. i think.. maybe i fell in love too fast.. really do.. and now im confused and getting complicated and agian.. im about to hurt myself..

seventeen..

2006-09-03T05:33:00.001-07:00

hmm... last wednesday i celebrated my birthday.. this week i really felt very special.. hahaha! ganda ko diba.. nwei, aun sobrang natutuwa lang ako sa mga pangyayari ngayon.. sobra.. certain person may imply.. hahahaha! nwei.. kasabay nito ang praktis ng harana.. sobrang nkkfrustrate dahil papalit-palit ng script at kwento.. hnd na malaman kung ano.. ai nko nman! nakakinis minsan.. aun we prakts yesterday.. hul day.. kkpagod sobra!! biruin mo.. tas aun.. nagdota hanggang 9.. ang galing ko pa!! supposed to be ssma ko with my SMA buddies pmnta ng eastwood or g8way just to watch a movie.. unfortunately, dapat overnyt ako kla justine dahil may game kami early morning.. ayun.. pnauwi rin ako ng nanay ko.. pero sobrng hnd ko alam kung saan ko ssma!! grr... aun.. sa natulugan ko.., soree!! alam mo kung cno ka.. hmm...=p nenyeh!ü nwei, tapos na ung 2 games knna.. AAPS ung league.. aun natalo kami si DPS, Diliman Preparatorty School.. Haha! nkkfrustr8.. tas HAMS naanalo nman kami, got 4pts there.. i think.. we played dota actualy.. hahaha! after the game we went to mcdo.. uwi kami ng 530.. aun.. may pasok nnman bkas.. =p

seventeen..

2006-09-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

retreat..ü

2006-08-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

aian, kktpos lang retreat nmen nug thursday&friday.. actually ang aga nga nkkinis.. db? kami kaia ung una.. aun.. ano ba nangyari sakin? grbe ang boring nung mga sessions!! promise..!! maganda lang ung class bonding.. prang pnabayaan lang kau dun mag wlaa.. more tym to bond with your classmates.. hahaha.. nakakabitin promise!! hahaha.. nakakainis pa ung pagkain.. hahaha.. kung ano ang knain last year.. ganun pdn.. hahaha.. kloka!! hnd nio ieexpect na masaya xa k2lad nung last year.. nwei, as i said.. more time to bond with klasm8s.. eion.. successful nman ako dun.. hahaha.. would you believe almost 1hour lang ang tulog ko.. o db? i slept aroung 7.. tas session na around 8.. kc nman ung iba jan di nagpa2log.. joke!! aion.. may nlman kami sa klasm8 nmen na may hidden talent xa.. pang philippine idol.. naks nman!!=p nwei.. sobrang thanks dun sa mga nagbigay skinh ng retreat letter.. super naappreciate ko.. lalo na sa mga bading.. you made me realize things na hnd ko nakikita.. thank you.. hai.. time really fly so fast.. biruin mo tapos na ang retreat we got almost 7months to be together.. sulitin niyo na.. nwei., sa taong napasaya ko.. slamat.. alm mo kung cno ka.. hahahaha.. thanks ha.. di ko inexpect na ganon.. hahaha.. i hope na maging close pa tyo.. hahaha.. ang saya mo tlga kasma.. kaia naging memrable ang retreat ko.. aun.. sa mga bading soree hnd ako tumabi sainu.. babawi ako.. promise!! hehehe.. enuf with this.. sa mga batchmates.. ienjoy nio na ang last retreat.. hehe..

upcat..

2006-08-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

after 10 years of not updating my blog!! ngaun lang ulit..tangina.. today was my upcat.. shet i woke up around 4am.. good grief.. it was too early..!!! ibang level.. hahaha!! aun.. at the testing center(malcolm hall) nagkita kami ni julian.. akalain mong nagkasabay kami ang galing.. aun.. the upcat was for 4 hours.. grbe.. napanis ang laway ko at dumugo ang utak ko.. whew! after nun.. naglakad kami papuntang palma hall.. kasi sbe ni johann ssma xa mag dota.. eventually,hnd xa sumama.. hahaha! aun.. 2on2 kami nila jl.. as usual..ang galing nmen ni michael..hahaha!! tas susunod din pala si johann sa syntrofia.. hahaha.. naglaro ulit.. tas we went to mcdo.. kumain.. infairnes sau johann sumama ka samin 4 almost half a day.. tas sfter ng mcdo umuwi nko dahil nagagalit na ang nanay ko.. hahaha!! sayang,dapat ssma ako ulit kaso hnd na tlga ko pede e.. hahaha!! aun.. masaya naman ang araw ko infairmes.. hehehe.. sana ganito lagi.. pati c ehem sana!! korek!! isang malaking gudluk sa mag kukuha ng upcat bukas!!

kulitan...

2006-07-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

haha.. 2day was a good day.. actually.. im hoping that bwould would be suspended and be half day..because it was raining hard that morning.. hahaha.. unfortunately, it didnt happen.. another CAT day.. grr.. thats soo wrong ..i hate it.. well during klasrum hours was fun.. kulitan galore! hahaha.. c SON nga lang napuruhan ni renan at ordas..aww...JAH'RAKAL.. KNIGHT DAVION.. JAKIRO.. hahaha! joke lang!! =p hagard nga lang nung after lunch.. parang sobrang daming ginawa.. hai.. aun.. di kami ngtraining.. instead. NAGDOTA kami!! hahaha! again.. fun,,, un lang.. sana marami kau sumama sa SMA manood ng PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN.. db?? hahaha..

rainy daze!!

2006-07-12T05:44:00.000-07:00

hai nko nman.. alam nio ba kung ano nagyari sakin ngaung araw?? hai nko.. banas nga nung morning kasi ba nman ang lakas ng uLAn.. kala ko late nko,, pagdating ko kakaannounce lang ng deped na walang pasok!! grr..db? tas di pa kami pnauwi ng claret.,.amp! pero infairnes.. it made my time in skul worthwhile.. sobrang natuwa ako nung nagkukulitan kami..=p db?hahaha!

dinismiss n kmi 11 or 12.. basta mga ganun.. xmepre.. ano pa bang ggwin..hahaha! DOTA! nkkfrustr8 lang.. nanood ung mga bading ng pirates..gusto ko sana sumama kaso la nkong pera! grr...pero ang saya nung DOTA wid my klasm8s tulad ni lim,ordas, pag-ong at renan..=p pati ung mga bading tulad ni son, dylox, sinon at kel..hehehe.. aun.. kagutom pa dapat ng MCDO ako.. hmmm.. ngccrave pa nman aq..
SANA MAULIT MULI..=)
nood tyo pirates ppol on sat..please!! hahaha!

hmmm... wat hapened today..

2006-07-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. today? I had fun actually.. katulad nga khpon.. pnasaia nnman aq.. ng BREADPAN.. joke.. basta sa taong un.. gud.. and I had a weird experience knina.. mga badea.. alam na.. haha! True db? Ang weird tlga.. then ang lakas na nung ulan as in DELUBYO!! Nag DOTA parn kami.. pashnea ka SON.. sana hnd aq lagnatin..hehehe.. then pasalamat ka sakin son.. pnaaura kita!! Hahha.. saia sa klasrum.. sana hnd magbago..=)

ordinary day,just an ordinary day.. =p

2006-07-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

but nooo!! hahaha... ang saia nman ng araw ko.. infairness... saya nga!! akalain mong ang ganda ko.. hahaha..wala akong mxdo msbe!! nwei,aun.. msaya in a way na ang daming kong ngwa.. bukod sa pagakain ng puro BREAD PAN!! na walang kasawasawa.. accompilshed nman aq 2day.. at sa taong na nasa paligid lamang.. sa apat na sulok ng klasrum!! salamat sayo!! joke... basta.. cant explain.. natuwa lang talga ako.. kinilig??=p wahaha.. sana ganito ulit bukas..=)

emotions..

2006-07-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

hai... grbe this past few days was bittersweet.. sad kc "last"opening of intrams nung friday..*waaahhh* just saying the word last?db?ang lungkot.. bilang na tlga ang araw ko sa claret.. =( wala na ung so called "happy and magical moments* tipong landi dito..landi doon.. hahaha! nkkinis lang kung iicpin noh?everything will change after highskul..

aun..ngaway pa kme ng mom ko...hnd nia ko pnpnsin..sobrang hnd ko ineexpect na sobrang naiinis na xa sken.. im so insensitive.. d ko man lang inisip ung ganong bagay! galit na galit ako sa sarili ko..grrr... hopefully, mgbati kami in a few days...

i just like a NOBODY lately.. literally.. like invisble!

i just want to be really happy in spite of the problems that im going through.. hmmm...

*lost*

y do we love??

now and then..

incomplete and found a bomb..

hmm...am i happy??

missing someone..

fell to fast..

seventeen..

seventeen..

retreat..ü

upcat..

kulitan...

rainy daze!!

hmmm... wat hapened today..

ordinary day,just an ordinary day.. =p

emotions..

lost